Day 10 of Year 26
Kebabs and shots at 0430 in the morning. 2 hours of sleep. Breakfast shift, gym.
Pre workout is one hell of a drug.
I need to start planning my days more efficiently. I find that since I have more ‘free’ time, I lose a lot of it. Maybe it is me slowing down for a minute. Maybe I need more structure. Maybe I am simply used to always having most time allotted for – and need to accept I am no longer in that kind of environment. Maybe it is not wasted time, but time to exist. It will take time to understand my complex of time.
Sometimes I feel anxious – like I should be doing more. I do not know more of what, but just more. The pace is different.
More everything. Hit me with it.
I like to have challenges and I like when things go sideways. I like puzzles.
The main puzzle right now seems to be, do I deadlift today or do I not deadlift today. Spoiler – I deadlift everyday.
Actually, my camera is not working right now – so that is kind of a puzzle I need to sort out. But after that?
I think I should go to Auschwitz or the Wieliczka Salt Mine soon. They are on the to do list. I have to do be the tourist as well.
Also, I should mention that Polish women are beautiful. I am in love the Eastern Europe look. Piercing features, stoic expressions, accents. I mean that in the most sincere way possible. Mesmerized.
I do think each culture I cross paths with has their own unique look. Fashion, makeup, expression – you notice trends. For instance, the English lads wear white shoes, travel in packs, and for some reason do not wear jackets despite the weather. The Chilean guys are super friendly. The Irish girls wear dark makeup. The Australians are everywhere, and hilarious. Canadians are amazing ofcourse ;).