Germany was nice. It was a quick two day trip. I was able to meet some of my team. One of the wide receivers hosted a bbq. It was a nice way to and talk football while breaking bread. It was a unique experience, to be introduced as an import player. It feels kind of [...]


Just landed in Munich. This makes two new countries since my return to Europe. While I transferred in Switzerland, it doesn’t count towards my countries visited. To be in an airport doesn’t give an experience. Experiences are what I seek. To see how other people exist, what they do. To explore other ways of life. [...]


A friend visited me last weekend. It was nice to see them again, to remember what once was. Who I once was. Time doesn’t make us forget, instead it forms each experience into its own page. Many days, many experiences and many pages later our memory softens our former days to make room for the [...]


I picked up some more CBD oil tonight. This is my second bottle. Upon returning to Amsterdam, both falling asleep and staying asleep had been near impossible. At first, I could manage running on minimal sleep. It wasn't like I was a stranger to the late night and early morning experience. However, after prolonged conditions, [...]


I have been back in Amsterdam for a little over 6 weeks. The cheese is the same, the bikes are still everywhere. Overall, it is great to be back in The Netherlands. This is what I know I am supposed to be doing, entering year 27. This is exactly where I need to be. There [...]